SOMETIMES...

I don't know where dreams end and reality beings.
Sometimes I feel disconnected from the world or the world is disconnected from me.
Sometimes frustration crashes down on me like the waves I love in the summertime.
Sometimes I try to understand what you're thinking until I can't hear my own thoughts.
Sometimes I lose myself until I'm found again.
Sometimes I don't care.
Sometimes I want to let go because I don't think I can hold on.
Sometimes my actions speak louder than my words or my words are what cause your actions.
Sometimes I don't know when to stop even before I started to go.
Sometimes I wanted to pick you up, but I let you fall.
Sometimes when I laughed I really wanted to cry.
Sometimes I smile until my face hurts.
Sometimes I'm perfectly fine without you.
Sometimes I feel inspired.
Sometimes I want to walk until I start to stumble.
Sometimes I'm healthy.
Sometimes I really don't care.
Sometimes you move me until I can't move.
Sometimes you hold my hand.
Sometimes my heart breaks to become whole.
Sometimes I live to learn.
Sometimes I exist because of you.
Sometimes you miss me more than I miss you.
Sometimes you are vulnerable.
Sometimes it feels so nice.
Sometimes we could be what wasn't meant to be.
I don't know where dreams end and reality begins.